- 4 years ago
- Wedding: December 2012
When we think ugh, am I really happy? I mean, the good times can be great but am I comfortable or am I really really happy? Is it that he’s just being annoying by only cleaning the inside of the pots and pans, or by leaving clean laundry in a pile so all my clothes are wrinkly? Or is it something more that I’ve been ignoring?
I came across this – and it really made me think. In fact, it made me bawl my eyes out. And then I realized, I am happy, I do love him so very very much, and I made the right choice to be with him for the last 5.5 years and to marry him.
“Today as my wife lays here in this cold hospital bed, brain dead, I can’t stop thinking about all those lost moments I picked on her for all the little things she did that struck my nerves. But now, I would give anything to go back to those moments, let them slide and kiss her for being HER.”
When I read this, I texted him (he was out) to tell him how much I love him. It’s not that I thought I didn’t, as much as I forgot HOW MUCH I love him, and how it truly is LOVE and not just being comfortable with someone who treats me like a queen.