- Mrs. Puffin
- 7 years ago
- Wedding: September 2013
So, I just had lunch with FMIL. It was really nice! But MAN. It made it a really hard waiting day and really hard to know that we’ll be long distance soon. She was talking about how she and him were talking til like 2 last night, when he left my place at 7 saying he was tired and just wanted to go to bed. Okay. She was happy, I’m glad, but OMG. Last year at this time I REALLY REALLY thought he and I would be living together, and now we’re most likely going to be long distance for a year and a half. It REALLY sucks. I want to be up talking to him til 2. I barely see him and she gets to see him all the time! This situation is just really bumming me out.
I know long distance will be “fine.” Okay, that’s good I guess. But holy shit. I’m sick of things and situations being “fine.” I want my plans to work out like I’d expected. I want to live with him already, not have to wait 1 1/2-2 years!!
I just need a hug. I’m bumming out.