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This is a really hard subject for me, and I have been wondering if I should even bring it up. But, I am getting so frustrated, I thought maybe you guys could help me out.

I have an almost 3-yr-old from a previous boyfriend. I have been having many problems lately, including cancer on my cervix, endometriosis, and PCOS, so the dr told me that I either need to get pregnant now, or have surgeries done. My husband and I want more kids, so we decided to get pregnant. But I can't.

My dr isn't sure why I am not cycling normal anymore. I have a period about every 2 wks, and they last around 11 days at a time. I am in pain everyday from the endometriosis too. So I have been taking Clomid and been going in for ultrasounds regularly to check the cysts on my ovaries. We are traking my ovulation and everything, and we just can't seem to get pregnant. I know the more I stress about it, the harder it is, but how do I not stress about it? Plus, 5+ of my friends have all just found out they are pregnant!

I am getting so frustrated and tired and hopeless. Has anyone else gone through this? How did you cope? What did you do? Sorry for rambling on so much :)

Thats ok that you don't have any advice, its nice to get it out and have possitive comments :)