- 7 years ago
- Wedding: October 2010
Okay so most if not all of us have that ONE person that we dated/were involved with that totally made a difference in who we are today whether it be bad or good. So… yeah moving on….
My ex? we dated for 10 months I was 18 and he was my first bf I moved in with. It was after 3 months (i understand that was mistake one for me)
Did I mention he was 6 years older? He didnt know I had JUUUST turned 18 IDK if that makes sence but he joked that he wouldnt have dated me if he realized that…yeah bull pucky.
Any who..my dumb self stays and sticks to this guy cause i think im such a big deal i became a door mat all his friends were married or had kids so we/I felt left out and he felt bad cause he could go out and go to bars with them. Then eventually we start fighting because he was one person around me and another around his buds.Id call him out on it all the time.
Everyone says this but I was old for my age really was. Grant it I was
NOT ready to move in with him but I wasnt a child I did love him. When he kicked me out of the house at 3 am after lieing about where he was going-which by the way he went out because i found the recent for a ring he got me for my birthday (a promise ring) it was only $75 after he said if was $500….Im mad not because it wasnt expensive but because he kept bringing up well honey that ring was expensive i cant do this cant do that and i kept giving him money because i felt bad….he went off to a bar with his buds with a tail between his legs. only to come home kick me out and tell me to take our dog we had together…..
to make a very long story somewhat shorter?
I had to get rid of a dog that i loved dearly and move back home for a while…whats wrong? hmm im broken not even heart just broken….i turned to depression and did nothing but drink a liter of jack a day for 5 days straight i became a drone
Keep in mind i know this is allll so very stupid but thats what i was i was finally forced to cope with blah blah blah no one loves me my mom had died 3 yrs earlier and i was forced to try and resesitate her and i had never coped so that got to me too.
i was just a mess and once i finally got out of my funk i had the WORST trust issues.
he would even prank call my cell phone and call me names and call me a child and ill never find love. it was years ago now and im far over all this untill i hear the sister of his then best friend call me to tell me hey and whats up and OH by the way he got married to this girl whos got him on a one inch leash and makes him see which friend at what tiem kinda thing….almost no one showed up to theyre wedding and almost got no gifts.
I did fail to mention in 2008? He called me out of the blue to appologize really! and we were becoming friends….THEN a month later called me a bunch of names and rudness and later txted i can no longer talk to u never speak to me again I love my girlfriend…
i was hurt but who cares…
I am actually happy he had a shit wedding….
should i be?
is that mean?
I know this is a lot to read thank you for those that did. But i felt like karma got to score one for the benchwarmer or something…Its alot of personal me drama but i never rlly got to get all this out.
Now Ive got a man who is my best friend and my greatest challenge but my heart definitely whom Im marrying in October….should i do a happy dance or no? =]
this is them im being nice