- 9 years ago
- Wedding: June 2010
Ok ..So one of the other girls is getting married this month ..So the ppl are here wanted to throw her a party which i totally got .however a few things got me thinking it was either going to be for just me ..or it was going to be for both of us .. You guys judge..and see if its just ALL IN MY HEAD..
1. I was asked to be there and switch my day off till the day of the party ( when i’m not all that close to her ) ..this is something i have never had to do before ..
2. i got asked why where i was registering , and then , why i wasn’t yet , basically whats taking me so long …
3. the 3rd the real kicker, last night i helped bring the cake up ..the cake was My colors .. not like there anything special ..but they were Blue and White…and then the room ..was all decorated today ..my colors ..and yet …it wasn’t for me ..
Those were the key things…however i know there were a few other small details i overheard and stuff…Now it took me all my will not to have a cow ..and to be honest with myself ..it was all Just in my head ..half of me wants to cry right now , the other 1/2 wants to yell at myself ..how stupid i was to think it was for me ..I know that when it comes to closer to my date for the wedding ..they may throw me a party too…BUT i don’t want it now .. This could be the PMS talking ..thats why i ask you guys , what do u think ??