- 9 years ago
- Wedding: April 2010
I put a deposit down on the hall and OMG I’m totally in a panic! I have a little over 3 months to pull of my big day!
Yes, I already have a dress and I know who is going to perform the ceremony and I bought the invitations months and months ago, but I feel like there are a million more things to do and so little time to do them!
I feel like 29. November is going to be here before I can get it all worked out and put together. I don’t think I would stress so much if it weren’t that both he and I work like 60 hours a week, my daughter is starting school in a week and now I need to put in “mom” time to help her with that and oh yeah, I need to figure out where to get everything for the wedding and even better… How to pay for it.
I don’t want this to break us, but I really do fear that it will. I could push it off until after the first of the year, but then we are back in the same boat we have been since before we got engaged… paying rent on two places and only staying in one at any given time.
So, my stress level is higher then high and I needed to vent in the one place where people won’t just roll their eyes at me because they think I’m over the top obsessed with the whole wedding thing.
Is it wrong that it is ALL I allow my mind to think about when I’m not focused on work (and yes, even when I am supposed to be working)?
Maybe I need to seek help for my OCD about weddings??
Thanks for the “ear” ladies!! I knew you would understand!!