Weddingbee boards

My annoyance level is really up..... so all i ask of my bridesmaids, they are supposed to be my friends, so take 2 seconds to say hi, once a week, follow through with what you say, buy your dress. I have 2 kids under the age of 4, I am busy, but I make time for the people who matter to me.  If you were picked as a bridesmaid, you are my friend first, and you should be a good friend to me, because I will try and be the best friend I can be to you. Being a friend easily prevails everytime over being a bridesmaid. Being a bridesmaid for me is great, but thats not what really matters to me. Being my friend is the main thing for me!

That being said, i am very annoyed. One girl, who I'll call X goes MIA and then comes back, says she will be there for me, she's my best friend, and blah blah blah. I even told her, that she's being a really shitty friend, she always flakes out on me, and my biggest fear is that wedding day, something will happen, and she will not show up, and that will really piss me off. So i keep giving her chances to be a good friend, The last chance was this past week. X said well lets hang out friday. I was like ok that would be great......here comes friday, oh sorry, I have to clean my house because the housekeeper is coming over tomorrow.....um, ok. So then she says, well i saw your going out on sunday night, i would love to go with you. So here it is monday morning, and I didn't hear from her last night, so obviously, she didn't show. I am so furious I dont' even know what to say right now. I emailed her and said, so what happened to you last night? she was like oh sorry I forgot.....

Are you f*cking kidding me??? I mean honestly! I don't even know what to say or do!!

Thanks for letting me vent, just nowhere else to do it....