- 5 years ago
- Wedding: May 2012
Okay so I know that I am being super silly for being jealous but here’s my deal. My SIL just announced 2 weeks ago that she was preggo with her second child. We are super excited for her. Okay now she has this friend that she grew up with that works with my SIL and Mother-In-Law in their shop. She just got married at the beginning of October after being with her Darling Husband for a year. They are now TTC and I just know that shes the extremely fertile type. Now my Darling Husband and I also started TTC. But I didn’t O this month since I just came off BC and it took my mom 2 years to try and have me so I amxnot so sure the fertility gods are in our favor Now if she comes up preggo this next month I think I might scream. Since she works with Mother-In-Law and SIL I know that they will be doting on her and help her more than me since I only see them once a week. And if I do end up pregnant I felt as if they wont be as excited for me. I know these feelings are probably rediculous but I just wanted/needed to get that out.