- 3 years ago
- Wedding: November 2014
So as you may reconise me from a previous post, my FI are having some $$ issues.
And we have been making progress and I am soo proud of the strides we are making to fix our issues ect..
But it is looking like we will have to change the date of our wedding, I really have no choice but part of me want to throw a hissy fit and say NO!
I like control, I like being in control, and this situation is out of my control in a way. I can take control and pick a new date ect… But I guess its more to do with change too. And the emotional invsetment, time & money that I have to put into this wedding.
Also the vendors that will be effected by the date change; videographer, photographer, the venue… ect…
I know I need to suck it up and get on with it… but a part of me just cant.
I am disapointed, sad, fustrated and just tired of the emotional rollercoaster.
I dont want to put ourselves in a finanical situation when we are sorting it all out.
I know the pro’s and con’s and I know I need to let it go, I will get there I hope.
Sorry for being a sad sack.