- 6 years ago
- Wedding: January 2012
Fiance and I had sex tonight (yeah, yeah, I know, if you’re reading my other thread, you know I was bad). When we were cuddling afterward, he looked over at me and, in a very matter-of-fact sort of tone and with no more expression than he would have while telling me about a cool piece of random trivia, he said, “Did you know that you’re lactating?”
I seriously didn’t think I had heard him correctly at first. He repeated himself, though, and then, when I still shook my head, he grabbed my boob, fondled it for a moment, and BOOM! A drop of white stuff appeared.
…Cue a moment of me freaking out.
Fiance says he thinks it’s been happening for about four months already, but this was the first time he actually saw anything. He’s just noticed before that he’ll be rubbing my boobs, and then the nipple will suddenly feel a bit wet.
I’m really, really confused, extremely weirded out, and a tad bit disgusted. I don’t know how or why I’m lactating. I’m 99.9% sure I’m not pregnant, and I’ve never been pregnant. I’m so certain because I’ve had an Implanon implant for a year and a half, and I’m currently in the middle of my period (and have been having it for two and a half weeks now because that’s how my body has rolled since getting the implant). I don’t know what’s going on.
Fiance doesn’t understand why I’m so freaked out by it. He says it’s completely normal, and it just shows how good of a mom I’m going to be one day. That may be the case, but I’m freaked out now because now is NOT the time for babies.
Has anyone else had this happen to them???