- 6 years ago
- Wedding: July 2012
Hello bees, i could really use some guidance and encouragement. I’m at breaking point mentally with my parents not comming to my wedding. I thought that counciling would help me shake how crappy I feel, but I’m stuck in a rut. I’ve tried twice to patch the problem with me and my parents and the last time ended with my mom saying she hated my fiancee and his family even though they never did a damn thing to her. She even tried to bait me by saying I never come and see my younger brother, he misses me and it’s all my fault! (he’s 5, i’m 25). I dearly miss my brother but I feel that since he’s been born my parents have kinda forgotten they have 2 older daughters that are entering adulthood and getting married. I did not have the experience of taking my mom shopping for a dress with me or helping me plan my day. As the wedding gets closer I feel a large piece of me is missing and I can’t stop thinking about it. Instead of feeling happy I feel worthless as even my own parents will not be there. My Fiance parents are amazing and have tried to make me feel like one of their own but I just can’t shake the feelings over my parents. I had another post called Breaking Away. Do things get easier with time or do you also have the odd breakdown every once and a while?