- 6 years ago
- Wedding: July 2012
Man, being a bride is hard sometimes. After a terrible fight with my parents last neight THEN Fiance…I think Ive had enough for the week. I feel so alone and just wanna crawl in bed and stay there. =(
on top of evertying, my dress regret is rearing it’s ugly head again…doesn’t seem to matter how many days I have where i do feel good about it, or how many times people tell me it’s great…I’m just terrified. Kinda all started when my mom basically told me she didn’t like it but I got it ayway cuz I loved it so much…but everr since I saw her reaction Ive had doubts….my insecurites about the dress have migrated towards the skirt…which is what I loved at first but then now I feel it’s too plain, whish it was more whmsicle, or maybe that the whole dress was a little more traditional…not looking for reassurance here about the dress, I know it’s a nice dress and I will look fine in it..but that’s kinda the dissapointing thig is what bride wants to look “fine”.
I have had such an emotional roller coaster of a day and although I had conceeded to my dress regret weeks ago, only allowing little thoughts to creep in while emmediatley kicking them out…I guess I got things get the better of me a few minutes ago and I actually emailed my bridal consultant tot see if I an come in and put it back on…I even told her my mom didn’t like it and what are my options if I can’t live with it. (the dress is on layaway and in the store, it was an in stock item).
Oh geezz…please tell me i’m not crazy…is this just a bad day? I hope so. I don’t even know what I was thinking…am I really commiitting myself to rethinking my whole dress. omg.