- 7 years ago
I am in a good “waiting place” right now in that I’m busy with work and studies, so I haven’t been too focussed on waiting for a while now.
Last night I went out with BF for a drink after work. We were just chatting, and suddenly he said in a joking way “So do you want to get married?”. I just went along with it and said “You know I do”, and he said in a joking way “Well I would love to get married again haha”, then he said “No I’m only joking, you know I haven’t been married before”.
Then he asked me (in a serious tone) where I want to get married; he was wondering whether it would be best to get married in the city we are currently living, in his home town or in my home country. Then he joked again saying “I would love to have an Anaal Nathrakh song as our wedding song” (it’s a band that I’m not particularly into, so I know he was only joking when he said that).
At least I know that he’s seriously thinking about it. He’s still not quite where he wants to be career-wise, but now it looks as though he will be able to apply for the positions he wants later this year.
I don’t want to get my hopes up too much, so I keep telling myself that he won’t ask me until next year 🙂