- 5 years ago
- Wedding: July 2017
So…I wrote a rather emotional and crazed post the other day re: my SO and I. While I’m not quite on a great page with that whole situation yet my dad has been in the hospital a week tomorrow.
His health has been declining. Rewing about ten years, he had a massiwe heart attack and triple bypass, always struggled health wise but really overall made an awesome recovery All things considered. My SO mentioned he definitely wanted to get married soon (within the next year and a half) just in case because my dad has been up and down with his health.
He was very sick last week, literally couldn’t leave his bed for 3 days before he stopped being stubborn and went to the ED. He had a heart attack, and it was discovered he has very low red blood cells, high white blood cells, bleeding interally, and just cannot breathe at all. He was admitted to stabalize the situaiton. He has had many units of blood and they cannot find the bleed, there is something in his lungs and during a bronchioscopy on Thursday he had a small stroke due to the lack of oxygen in his blood. UGHHHH!
We are not getting any answers about what is going on and my heart is literally breaking. All the while I’m having to hold myself together for work and my daughter. My SO has been very little support, I think he’s scared too but at least ask me if I’m ok?!? We are supposed to be getting engaged soonish and obviously from there getting married but honestly I could really care less about any of that Anymore. And he really seems like he could care less about getting engaged or married anymore. I’m literally a mess….I guess I’m just venting and reaching out to anyone who has had similar situations with their close family 🙁 thanks for listening/reading…