- 7 years ago
- Wedding: June 2011
*sigh* Bees!! I got The Phone Call from the bridal salon on Christmas Eve that my dress had arrived! Nice Christmas present, right? 🙂 Well, I was out of town for Christmas, and then my Fiance moved in on NYE, and we’ve been nonstop with getting him moved in, starting some home remodeling projects, me starting to work again, etc. And partially as a result of all that craziness, I simply haven’t had time to get to the salon to have my first fitting. A larger part, though, is that I’ve just lost my wedding mojo! Pretty much everything is planned already, so I don’t really need to spend lots of time researching or planning for the wedding. I feel huge and blah about my appearance in general, and I just can’t get excited about going to try on my beautiful dress! I love it so much that I’m afraid my winter blues are going to rub off on my dress somehow and I will be less excited.
I’ve been trying to spend some time here on the boards to reinvigorate myself with regards to the wedding, but it’s not really working as well as I’d hoped it would. I’m joining Weight Watchers this week and Fiance and I are starting to work out with a personal trainer as of tomorrow morning, so hopefully that will get me feeling better about my appearance. Don’t get me wrong…I am happy beyond measure to be with my Fiance. I am just not giddy about all the wedding plans anymore!
*sigh* Well, just had to get that off my chest. What do y’all think…should I go ahead and have my fitting ASAP, even though I’m hoping to lose some weight? Think that’ll help me get more excited again?