- 4 years ago
My SO and I discuss our future all the time and we had an ideal date in mind ages ago. Now that he’s joining the military our circumstances have changed and were deciding to marry before basic. His family and mine have yet to find our were getting hitched sooner rather than later and i’m feeling a bit nervous about it. My parents literally freaked when I told them hes joining and of course dont support our decision. But since my parents know were getting married at some point, my mom has been open to talking about dresses etc and as glad as I am about this, I wonder if she’s hiding her true feelings. It makes me happy but now I’m feeling guilty just because I really want them to be happy for me but I feel like they’re maybe faking happiness..i cant tell if they arent or not.I mean its our life and Im truly happy to be marrying the love of my life, but tonight when I started discussing my dress likes, my dad got teary-eyed.:/ I think reality is starting to set in for me that I really am getting married and since I’m the baby of the family its hard for them.