- 4 years ago
- Wedding: September 2013 - B&B
The past two days I have been feeling kind of anxious and stressed, very “uugghh”. Well last night I woke up out of a sound sleep and emotional “ugh” turned into physical “bleuch!” Eeewwwwwww! Ew. WTF. I am 99% sure its food related because I have zero other sick like symptoms and it came so suddenly (woke me up, dammit).
So at leas it was just once but now I am afraid to move or eat lol. I took just a half day to coddle myself this morning and hopefully I can return to normal activities.
as for why I am stressed? Well, the wedding for sure. Not goin theough anything different than most brides experience about two weeks (OMG) out, still kind of sucks. I just want everything to come together to look ok, the food to taste good, and people to have fun!!!! Sigh.
Also, long story short, we just moved into the house we bought the first weekend of Aug! Now, by we I mean I because my FI’s job is actually closer to my hometown so since March he has been living with my parents and we are 2.5 hours apart. But we boughtthis house as an income property. It has three apartments in it, two of which are now rented and I am living in the third. And it was always kind of known we might have to move out come march and be renters ourselves at the halfway point between his job and mine. I mean, we did buy it for the purpose of renting it out! But now that time might come ALOT sooner. Like uugghh we JUST moved we gotta go again? So soon? I also had a small hope he could find a new job up here in the winter layoff months (his job is seasonal) but its looking like he has the opportunity to work through winter and stay. I know we are trying to do things smartly for our financial future it just comes with extra work and some suckage and extra stress.
Please help pump me back up!! Funny pictures or stories or words of encouragement are appreciated, I need to take on alot over the next few weeks!!! Thanks bees!!