Niece or nephew on the way. I feel a freak-out coming on.

posted 3 years ago in TTC
Post # 3
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3412 posts
Sugar bee
  • Wedding: June 2010

I think (and hope) you will surprise yourself when the little one comes.

I know it is hard to not have those pangs of jealousy (and I get that your situation has been very extreme and dire with DH etc) but this is a new addition to your family, a new life, a new person to love and help to grow…. this is something to be excited about!

Just for some context, I get how tricky it is to see others getting what it is you want so badly. I am 35 (now happy and resolved to not have children) but for a period of 5 long years I tried to concieve and dealt with friend after friend and relative after relative doing what I tried so hard for with little effort.

(My wedding date on here is fake, I have been married a while- just did not want to put the real one as I think I know some people on here.)

And hun, when you get pregnant of COURSE everyone will be excited! 

Hugs.

Post # 5
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3014 posts
Sugar bee

@Macintosh:  my sister has a little boy and really we all believe the sun shines out of his butt. He is the best! So smart, silly and sweet. For years I have felt similar to you- that by the time I got around to having kids no one would care and he wouldn’t be as loved. I am now 18w pregnant and my family couldn’t be more excited. My mom has been planning the shower since about week 8 and is the crazy pinning nana on Pinterest. 

I think the way you feel is very understandable. Try to have some compassion for your MIL. This is a new life and it is thrilling, but it does not diminish anyone else. Maybe she has had to detach a bit from your hisband’s situation and focus on something happy. I’m not saying that’s right or feels good for you, but her feelings and reactions are hers to own. 

Please know that if and when you have a baby, it will be loved more than enough by you. Everyone else is just extra frosting. 

Take care of yourself. Try only checking fb occasionally or just wait for the call or text. (personally I find labor play by plays annoying. Go have the baby and then let me know)

Post # 6
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11772 posts
Sugar Beekeeper
  • Wedding: May 2013

That sounds SO hard!

I would hide the posts, and get yourself a nice big glass of wine.

Whether you manage to concieve or end up adopting or whatever you decide to do, your family-in-law is going to be JUST as thrilled (if not more) when it’s you!

Post # 8
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186 posts
Blushing bee

This is why I detest social media in general. Grown ass people shouldn’t feel the need to post updates about their crap online. What happened to making phone calls to family members once a baby is born? OP, you did the right thing by not inundating your facebook friends with information about his health and recovery. That is the mature, tasteful thing to do. What your in-laws are doing is in my opinion attention seeking and I would just ignore it. Get off of facebook and when the baby is born try to find some happiness that a new little life has entered your family. I don’t think anyone is trying to be insensitive to you and your struggles, but this would annoy me too.

Post # 9
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1433 posts
Bumble bee

Ahhh Hun I’m so sorry. My hope for you is that you will be able to get as much joy out of that baby as I do my niece. babies in the family can bring so much needed happiness to a family. I’m awaiting my next niece and even though it hurt that my SIL got preggo on accident while I was in the middle of TTC i know this new addition will be amazing and I hope it works out that way for you . But I totally feel for you. This trying this just plain sucks and you have been through a lot this year. I’m just sure you will have your own happy news to share this year too!

@mamadingdong:  I about lost it when you said you think the sun shines out it his butt hahaha. We are so like that with my niece.

Post # 10
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631 posts
Busy bee

You seem to get on well with your in laws – if I were you I would have a chat with your MIL about how you are feeling and I expect she would give you plenty of love and support.  This is probably her way of dealing with her son’s horrific time and perhaps hasn’t realised you need some help from her.  You come across as such an amazing strong capable positive woman here perhaps you just need to tell her you know it’s irrational but that you feel jealous, want some of other people’s attention and finally a jolly big old bear hug!  Wish I could give you one myself xx

Post # 11
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8726 posts
Bumble Beekeeper
  • Wedding: October 2012

Hi honey, I think I’d just hide the posts and have someone call you when the baby is born. This cannot be easy but I do know for a fact that when you get pregnant everyone is going to be over the moon excited for you!!!! Your husband seems to have made wonderful progress so far and I pray that it continues. You will get your happy excited smiley time soon!!! (((HUGS)))

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