- 8 years ago
- Wedding: November 2010
I am a current user, I just wanted to hide my identity with this rant. FI sometimes reads my posts and I didn’t want him reading this one..
Ugh….So just got back from my grad class….
I’m so stressed out from all the work I have to do and on top of it I HATE the class….
To be completely honest I don’t know if I really want to do a Masters….I am still really undecided on what career path I want to take. I graduated with a BA (which, I know, I know, what can I really do with that, right?) So FI and I decided I would get a MBA to sorta supplement my previous degree and make me more marketable. And if I were to get another degree it would have to be here and now because we are getting married 2 weeks after I’m supposed to graduate. However, I really don’t know if I want to spend $20,000 on something I don’t know is right for me.
We will be moving around a lot when we are married, so I need something that is going to be very universal….but I’m just not excited about this. FI is very excited for me and for us and what this will mean for us in the future. And I want to help us be better off….i just…i dont know I guess I’m having doubts.
Does anyone have any advice? Should I suck it up and continue on with the year long (highly intensive) program, or do I quit? Quitting doesnt really sound like a good option (I feel like everyone will be very disappointed in me, especially FI), but I’m really struggling with my classes because I just am not interested in them. I feel like I’m doing it because I have to and not because I want to. I feel like I have to set myself up for a future, but at the same time I’m going crazy with this! Is it normal to feel this way about a grad program?
Am I being selfish? Should I be thinking more about “US” then just me? What do you think?