- 3 years ago
- Wedding: September 2013 - B&B
I just realized its like, 80 days to the wedding…
I have kind of been in “not care” mode since about, oh, MARCH. Not in that I don’t care about my FI and that I don’t want to get married: He is still 110% the best thing in my life and I am SO DARN excited to be his wife!!!
The problem is I just cannot get myself to think about the wedding itself lol. We met with the pastor and that was actually kind of fun, and every now and then my mom asks me to make a decision on something, but I have projects I seriously need to start and some other decisions and plans to make and I just….. can’t…. do it….
I think part of it is we have a lot of other stuff going on right now… we are a little bit LDR, two hours from each other, we are trying to buy a house, we both just started new jobs (his in march, mine in April), I actually work TWO jobs and that keeps me very busy, etc etc.
I just wish everything was magically done and ready and that my bach/shower weekend was THIS weekend, and the wedding the next! I know when those days get here I will want the time to draw out so I can enjoy them, but all that in between stuff…. nahhhhhhh!!!! I used to have such fun thinking of all the details but now I’m like “sure whatever that sounds good” lol.
Seriously, help me kick my own butt back into gear!!!!!!!!!!! Anyone else have this hurdle to jump over? How did you do it? Trampoline…. giant human slingshot…. smack across the face…