- 5 years ago
- Wedding: September 2012
So I’ve been married a little over two months now- I still can’t believe how fast the engagement flew by! We are both keeping busy with work, and now that the holidays are here- I feel like we’ve sunk into a routine. Although I am extremely happy- Do you ever look back and think, holy cow?! I’m married- this is what I’ve beend dreamin of since I was 5, and now its here and this is my ever after! Why arent the birds and squirrels talking to me and braiding my hair?! lol Don’t get me wrong, I am really glad the wedding is over- it feels good to be married- comfortable. But do you ever want to smack your Husband with a pillow and say
“Hey! Be prince charming this week! Where is the sobbing guy who wrote vowels for our wedding and planned a huge romantic proposal? I want that guy this week!”
I couldn’t be happier to spend a cozy Christmas with my husband, but I have to admit. Going through the whole process of the wedding is SOOO Emotional- when its over, and everything is back to normal- you kinda miss those emotions. (Not the crazy ones) Just the excitement that he propsed, that you found your dream dress, your girls are taking you out to celebrate…etc. We have lived together for 3.5yrs, so this isnt our first christmas- but it just feels so different. Last year- I was just so giddy I couldnt see straight, the years before that I was just anxious for a ring 🙂 So as we were putting up the tree yesterday, I put in our wedding DVD. I realized, I’m just content. There is nothing I’m “hoping” for, because I already have it. I don’t really care about what presents he gets me, or if any at all, I love the idea of just snuggling up with my new family 🙂 ….although he can still act like a prince some week…and I will make sure to remind him of that!
So I took sheet music from our first dance and made an ornament!