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Ok, so I feel like I’m going crazy.  I just got married this past Saturday.  We had a great day.  The ceremony was beautiful (we had a traditional Catholic mass), the reception went well… everyone told us what a good time they had and how delicious the food and cakes were.  They were also of course very grateful for the open bar.  I was prepared that after I would be a little down that it was all over.  But I wasn’t prepared to be nit picking at all the little things I wish I would have done differently.  We had an amazing time, why can’t I just be happy?  The things I’m obsessing over weren’t even THAT major.  I wish we would have done more pictures outdoors, even though I decided not to b/c it was very hot and didn’t want to make my party suffer through that and be a sweaty mess.  I wasn’t very happy with the way my make-up was done.  Unfortunately I’m an acne sufferer and the girl didn’t do such a hot job covering it up.  But everyone told me I looked beautiful so I believed them and just went through the ceremony and re-did my own makeup before the reception.  But now I’m dreading getting the pictures and video back   and seeing how I look in them.  I’m very nostalgic and want to be able to enjoy them, not dread looking at them.  I also feel guilty not having more time to spend with all my friends and family who travelled to see us.  I know it was a crazy day and they all understand.. but I keep thinking I should have done more walking around and less dancing.  Even as I write this, I know how ridiculous I sound.  But please let me know if you girls have had similar feelings so I don’t feel so crazy.  I’m a very happily married woman and will always remember my wedding day with the fondest of memories, but I just wish I could let these other stupid things go.