- 5 years ago
For the past two weeks, I have been having (totally unwaranted, and irrational) dreams about pregnancy. Each time in the dream, when I POS, it immediately comes up two lines. But it ends up being a chem pregnancy, or I miscarry in the dream. In one a couple nights ago, the doctor told us we could not have children because of FI being infertile.
I have already been upset because it will be complicated to get pregnant (due to complications on my part), but this has set me off. I had a meltdown (I’m talking, sobbing and crying and ruining my makeup…hiccups and sniffles included) because the lady at the nail salon messed my nails up. That is SO unlike me; I don’t cry, and especially not over something so silly. My hormones are whack, and I have been in a funk.
FI has never been tested for infertility, but I really think he should. (We have been NTNT for a year now and nothing has happened; by my account, his, or both, we don’t know).
FH and I plan on actively TTC the night we marry, and I don’t want my whole mood to be ruined based on these dreams.
Sidenote: my dreams have always been intuitive…as in, I will dream something and days/weeks later it will come true or something about the subject will randomly come up.
I just need some reassurance. I haven’t been *too* overly concerned about the possible problems conceiving, so when these dreams randomly began occuring, it kind of made me worry. Now, after having horrible dreams the past 3 weeks or so, every night, I feel like I’m going crazy.
Is there any reason that I could be having the dreams? Do certain foods/things make pregnancy dreams happen regularly? :/ I try not to be superstitious but I’m finding it hard to remain calm.
ALSO: I’d like to start charting, but I’m not familiar with the lingo or anything related to that, so I don’t know how to go about it!