- 6 years ago
So lm laying in bed, my dear SO is at yet another side job that he picked up…he’s been working like 6-7 days a week since Christmas. If anyone has read my previous posts, you would know that he spent like 3k on his truck in December which peaved me to no end lol. With his income he is getting his wisdom teeth out and paying off credit cards he says. I’ve tried to snoop (shame) but I just can’t find any signs of the big purchase lol. Let me tell you, in every aspect of life I’m so blissfully perfectly happy. When I’m on the Bee I start to feel that dreadful waiting anxiety bc I just want to be happy and excited like everyone else 🙂 lol I have NEVER asked him about a timeline, he has offered that info pretty much himself. But the timeline has passed lol the end of 2011…he must be throwing me off track lol.
Anyway…I just really deserve it to happen soon. I do everything for him, he does everything for me. It seems like everyone we know is getting engaged and literally like 12 girls I know have gotten engaged since December. Insane right? This is the only place I feel I can complain BECAUSE there’s nothing to actually complain about. Lol he is beyond wonderful. It makes me cry thinking about how happy he makes me. He is drop dead SEXY so u know that helps too lol uugghh he is just the absolutelight of my life and best friend. It’s us against the world….do I wish he would just put a ring on it already dammit lol.
I have a little teensy bit of hope inside that it may be Valentines Day bc he said he is planning something and I mean he’s been working his ass OFF. For example, he worked Monday night and Tonight and will make $1000 from these two days…ya know. If it doesn’t happen on Valentines Day I’m going to have to bring up if it’s soon, like less than 2 months from now bc we need to jump on our venue booking, real talk. That’s one of the main reasons I get stressed. See men don’t understand ANYTHING they just think we are wedding crazed lol no playou weddings take a lot of time and money. They’ve got no idea.
Anyway, I will end my rant now. If u read all of this, then I appreciate you. I appreciate every single Bee who has poured their heart out and/or given me advice. It will come I know it 🙂 patience is key AND a virtue.