- 4 years ago
- Wedding: March 2013
I’m sorry but I’m peeved that I have to reschedule my high risk assessment appointment from Thursday to next Tuesday because my husband has to work.
I’m peeved that my FIL wants to come over Saturday morning to do work around the house with my husband, yes I’d like some work done and I appreciate it but my situation is MUCH different than wanting to sleep in. Friday night I work 11pm-7am, my FIL wants to come over at 9am to work on the house. Not only do I work 11-7 but I have epilepsy and lack of sleep is a huge trigger for a seizure for me, and a seizure could mean miscarriage, brain developmental issues etc. When trying to explain this my FIL says “do you want to sleep in or do you want my help?” How about I want to freaking not have a seizure, not lose my license for another year when I just got it back, more importantly not have a miscarriage and not risk developmental problems. I love my inlaws but everyone around me expects me to be super woman ready to take on anything, ready to do anything, without a second thought to the effects it may have on this baby.
I’m mad that my work has me on three nights of 11pm-7am when they know the sleep issue with pregnancy to boot.
I’m mad that I don’t fit into my clothes any more
And I’m mad that everything I smell makes me want to vomit.
End of rant. Sorry but this has just been an overwhelmingly busy day and stressful to top it off.