Respecting Your Elders

posted 4 months ago in Family
Post # 46
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496 posts
Helper bee
  • Wedding: April 2018

He knows – and for whatever reason has chosen to act as he has.  I am sorry Bee.  I thought at first he had newly married her – but because of the length of this .. trust me, as much as you love him, you must understand he has made his choice.  His sweet passivness has also allowed you and your siblings to be pawns in this drama.   

Post # 47
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548 posts
Busy bee
  • Wedding: March 2017

It’s possible he didn’t know about the abuse if he was away and traveling for work a lot. My dad was gone a lot while I was growing up, sometimes 10 months out of the year. Maybe he knew she’s crazy but didn’t know about the abuse. Either way, he needs to know. OP probably also feels like she doesn’t want to lose the one parent she does have left. I think you need to tell him everything that happened to you, including the abuse. Either way I wouldn’t invite her to the wedding. You can see if your dad can hide it but if you don’t think he can, then he probably shouldn’t be going. It sucks but he chose to marry and stay with her. 

Post # 48
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1634 posts
Bumble bee
  • Wedding: April 2018

I’m not inviting my own mother to my wedding because she let my father beat me as a kid then toss me aside as an adult, then her own mental issues have caused me to be the adult in the last few years. She caused me too much pain to deal with it any longer. 

I’m so sorry you’re dealing with this. 

Post # 49
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42 posts
Newbee
  • Wedding: June 2017

kkano :  NPD, agreed. We’re not psychiatrists and can’t diagnose disorders but it’s helpful to educate yourself on symptoms associated with NPD, because well, those are a bunch of them…

Mightbeebiased, your parents sound a lot like mine, and yes, my dad’s role in all this has always perplexed me. It’s like both parents are in denial. Your mom is clearly emotionally (and at times, physically) abusive. Your dad has also been a victim of this emotional abuse for his entire marriage, probably, and he’s learned to accept this treatment and enable your mother. With my dad, all of this is because staying married is the “right” and “Christian” thing to do. However, you can’t control your dad’s decision to stay with your mom and you can’t control your mom’s behavior.

I actually did end up having a conversation with my dad about my mom’s abusive behavior. I think it was helpful for our relationship. Deep down, he does see all this, but he chooses to go on living the way he does. If you tell your dad how you feel, however, you’re setting a limit and letting him know that while you love him and want him in your life, you can’t have a relationship with your mother (it doesn’t sound like you can, but that’s your decision to make). If you have children, will you ever leave them at your parents’ house without you? Will your mom try to sabotage your marriage? These are important things to consider now.

And please, DON’T let yourself give in to feelings of guilt! A narcissistic parent’s gaslighting makes us constantly question our own perceptions of the situation and think that we have to cater to our parent. You never have to accept unacceptable behavior, from anyone, family or not.

In this case, if it were me, I would elope. Your close friends will completely understand why without your saying anything. Or if you want to have a traditional wedding reception, maybe send out the invitations with the venue name but explain to the vender that your mother has no say at all in wedding preparations and that they should not respond to any of her orders/demands if/when she calls them up. They may have had similar requests from brides before. 

This certainly doesn’t solve the whole problem, but stay strong. I hope your future husband is supportive and can help you out with these issues.

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