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Thanks for all the support these last few days everyone. It meant a lot. Unfortunately, the nurse called with the second round of blood tests and my hormone levels dropped and she said I've miscarried already or will in the next few days or so. She was very kind and tried to explain everything to me, but I had trouble focusing on what she was saying I do know she said I have to get an ultrasound in the next few days and then see the doc next week. I came home from work after she called and told my husband who was home on his lunch break. He's very upset too. I know so many women go through this, but it's very hard. I just honestly can't believe it. Thanks for all the support these last few days. It was so kind!

I'm so sorry. I know you're miserable, so be miserable for a while. It's totally allowed. Remember to be vocal to your hubs because this can make your relationship stronger (I say this from experience). When you feel like you're able, start looking up things on the internet so you can ask your doctor. Make a list of questions so you don't forget anything. It's sad and hard, but you can make it through this. I promise (like I said, I lost Moose at 8.5 months and I'm still going. You can too).

@MalloryWise - Thanks for remembering DS. I couldn't remember the website (I have it bookmarked at home). It was such a help for me when I lost Moose. Definitely try it out Jenn.

Thanks everyone. I tell you these last few hours have been rough. Don't think I've cried this much or this hard in so long. My husband is taking it very hard too. He cried today when I told him and I've only seen him cry a few times in our 3 yrs together. Both of us are just so sad. But as he said to me a few times, "We're in this together" and I've never felt so loved and supported in my life. We've had some great big hugs today!! He's letting me cry on his shoulder and I just don't know what I'd do without him. He's just amazing. My mom just stopped by and gave me beautiful sunflowers. She's taking it hard too.

@Mallorywise Thanks for the Daily Strength recommendation. I checked it out this afternoon and read some others' accounts and it helped a bit. Hopefully tomorrow I can join and post my story there.

Thanks Bees. Your support means a lot! I hadn't told many people yet since it was only the 1st trimester, but your support last week when I was awaiting the test results was very kind.