- 4 years ago
- Wedding: July 2013
i am a regular poster here but have gone anonymous because I am so ashamed of myself.
So, last night was a friends bachelorette party, I drank a lot and while I think ican remember everything, I have lost my keys. Now my FI is away for 3 weeks, so I stayed at a mutual friends house for the night and my cleaner brought me her key so I could get in and get it copied… I have no ideas how I lost them, and phoning the bar hasn’t resulted in finding them. They are my car keys too! Noes I do hav a spare set and can get the house key cut, but I’m solo ashamed that I have done thiS. :'(
now I have trying to decide, do I tell my FI about this? I don’t want to lie to him, but I don’t really want him to know.
i do have an alcohol problem, i am a binge drinker and I know this behaviour needs to stop. I get married in a month!!! I am so sick of hearing how I have embarrassed myself while drunk… I have even befallen over and broken my fingers while drunk, but I just don’t seem to learn my lesson…
Any tips… Yes I expect to get a telling off from you all and I deserve it totally!