shhhhhh……19 days…

posted 3 years ago in August 2013
Post # 3
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4698 posts
Honey bee
  • Wedding: August 2013

@Nel13:  I’m at 16 days until I leave for my wedding vacation… HOW DID THAT HAPPEN? Hahahahahahah going insane now. Anxiety head explosion imminent.

I’ve literally been making lists of things (extremely detailed timeline of everything I have to do on my whole trip, shopping list, packing list, etc.) just to calm myself down. Because I’m the kind of person who makes lists as a coping mechanism, in hopes of reducing the frequency of the “forgetting things” nightmares that are coming more and more.

I showed FH my gory detailed timeline and he was like “wow, this is kind of nuts” and I was like “DON’T YOU JUDGE ME.”

Turned out he just meant I was very thorough, not crazy, which is good, because it means he hasn’t caught on yet and I can probably hide my madness long enough that he still has to marry me. ;D

Post # 5
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4698 posts
Honey bee
  • Wedding: August 2013

This weekend is for doing a dry run of my medicine plan (stomach and anxiety) and cleaning the hell out of the house so it looks nice when I get back from the trip (makes a big difference to me). Next weekend is for taking the trip to a nearby city to drop off the dog with the only people I trust… Then we are off to america! Eeeeeeeeeee.

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