- 6 years ago
- Wedding: September 2011
Hormones suck, I’m just gonna say that now. lol So it’s been almost a week since i got a BFP. Darling Husband and I are excited, him more than me sometimes, but I think the fact that we actually saw a BFP, and given the circumstances, I’m scared out of my mind. Darling Husband lost his job about 5 weeks ago and has been putting in application after application after application. I’m scared to death to tell my family because I know they’ll judge the fact that he doesn’t have a job but yet we’re expecting a baby. I know it’s not permanent and I’m putting all my faith and trust in God that something will come along and soon, it just stinks and I’m letting the fact that Darling Husband doesn’t have a job get the best of me.
Ok my rant is over, I just had to vent for a minute. I really am excited to be expecting my first, his 2nd, baby. Just gotta get over this hurdle and I hope things will be ok. 🙂