- 5 years ago
I’m just having a bad day today and I just want to vent.
I’ve been with my boyfriend for 3 years. We are each other’s best friends, and I love the man so much, he’s so good to me.
He’s graduated from college. He even has a good full time job. Those are both the foundations I know he wanted to have before getting engaged.
We both live with our parents (were 22, he’ll be 23 this October) He’s Catholic, and I’m not yet there. Currently in the RCIA process though. And we do not live together because of our beliefs.
But it is KILLING me. just..I just get so sad. I’m so ready for an engagement. I’m trying to stay strong and not talk about it but it’s hard sometimes. Especially when I start to feel this way.
Sometimes I honestly feel like its not going to happen for a long time. He’s the only guy in our group of friends that has a girlfriend, and I think he doesn’t want to be the “first one”.
I don’t know. I’m probably wrong about that, hope so at least..
Just kills me how a great handful of people I graduated high school with are already married. or have children. (but thats another road im so not even close to crossing haha)
It’s just been one of those ‘reflection’ days where you just get so impatient and sad. They pass, and I always get over them. Just sucks all the same.
Just why do men feel like they have to wait so long? I’m obviously the one your going to spend your life with. Just give me what we need to take our relationship to the next level.