- 7 years ago
- Wedding: October 2011
My SO randomly took my Mom with him on a trip to the nearest city this morning while I’m at work, and it’s driving me crazy thinking that they’re ring shopping, even though that’s 99.9999% unlikely 😛 I’ve gotten myself so ridiculously wound up thinking “THIS IS IT!” about five different times over the past couple of months that I’ve just decided not to get worked up unless he’s in the middle of putting bling on my finger.
It’s just…. he’s already got my anniversary present, and he’s said he’s already ordered my birthday present, and he’s said he’s not even thinking about Christmas yet, so what the crap they be doing? They say they’re going to Sam’s Club. Really, SO, you want to hang out with my 66-year-old Mom at Sam’s Club? (Not that she isn’t totally awesome. But… it just seems fishy).
He told me this past week that he’s going to have to really be tight with money over the next few months and he’s been talking about money non-stop — about looking for a better-paying job, maybe taking a second job, saving for a house (and singing that “I want to be a billionaire so freakin’ bad” song ALLLLLL the time). And he’s said before that he absolutely dreads asking my parents and grandmother’s permission to marry me (even though he has nothing to be scared of and they all love him), and last night he was saying he was worried that my Mom might hate him (lmao, no chance :P).
I just feel like he’s up to something engagement-related… I just don’t know what… or I might be crazy 😛 At least I’ve got a thick enough layer of been-there-done-that to not feel tooooo wound up this time! (But it still doesn’t stop me from sharing with the hive…)