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I somehow got a bank at a job that is open 7 days a week. And it's my weekend. I'm stuck here until 4 and I'm not sure how I'm going to last that long!

To start, I feel like crap. I've been feeling like crap since yesterday afternoon ... and I broke out in hives around 3 yesterday. They're all over - my back, legs, arms, head, etc. Thankfully - my face has gone untouched. For now. So I'm itchy, and I'm cold, and I'm just not feeling myself.

To top it off, Loverboy and I have incurred a rough 2009 and we've been pretty much broke all year. I took my vacation at home ... which isn't bad, but certainly not ideal! And a car accident in May left me without a vehicle until well, whenever I get enough money together to buy a car! Then, Loverboy wrecked his car last month. No big deal - we were fixing up his other car so I could drive it - so with a tune up he had a car again. Then yesterday, disaster struck, and the transmission went out. I'm blessed enough to have an awesome step-dad who picked me up from work, then took me and the trailer to Loverboy and his car. So I got a few hours with Loverboy yesterday (LDRs suck sometimes, btw). Who knows when I'll get to see him again?!?!?!

I was planning to start driving my dad's extra vehicle that my grandfather has been borrowing but yesterday my dad found out that it is leaking gas ... so still no vehicle for me. I just wanted to scream. Then, dad throws on that my grandparents want to go on a cruise this Christmas. We're not sure if I'm invited yet or not because they haven't mentioned a word to me about it ... but one thing's for sure - they won't be paying for Loverboy if I am invited. They hardly know him because they have an inability to pick up their phone/drive the 15 mins to my house/what have you that would enable more time with their one and only granddaughter!

I'm just feeling fed up with all of this. I know it's silly but I just want to cry! Everytime something goes a little right (my heater was broken, Friday it got fixed) another thing pops up to go horribly wrong. And it seems to happen with Loverboy and I on a way-too-regular basis.

I just need someone to tell me things are going to be alright, and one day we both will have working cars, benefits, and a home together. Ugh.

thanks, guys - I was just feeling like crap about stuff ... needed to get it all out there - I appreciate the support.

 And you're right, MzThrowBac2B, God doesn't put any burdens on you that he thinks you can't handle.

Also, Nexus-6. I hope your fiance's coworker gets things straightened out - that really sucks. And I'm sorry about your cat ... looking forward to those big and little thing is definitely important ... I'm focusing on Halloween fun coming up - have fun in Australia, it's my favorite country!