- 6 years ago
- Wedding: July 2012
seriously. Not at all about my FI or marriage, we’ve been together 8 years, I love him, I can’t wait to be married to him.
But I’m so scared of the wedding, or specifically, the wedding going to crap. My in-laws are nice people but they have some emotional stability issues that me and FI are scared will rear their heads at the wedding. My aunt is making my father’s life hell because she is angry that my grandmother cut her out of her will (they hadn’t spoken in YEARS after a falling out, my uncle is angry at her so he didn’t care, my father offered to split his inheritance with his sister but she didn’t think that was enough so she’s gone crazy and is trying to give him a heart attack I think). I’m scared of hurricanes happening. I’m scared of my FSIL giving everyone crap about how her BF hasn’t proposed yet. I’m scared of anyone being rude when they see my sister in a suit as MOH (or worse, if anyone says anything or rolls their eyes at seeing her dancing with her GF)–then I’m scared if that happens I’ll punch said offensive person and cause a melee. AHHHHH.
I know none of this happened yet, and I know I can’t control it. But it’s giving me such heartache and headache.
Is it bad that in my head I’m already planning a vow renewal with just me and FI on our 1st anniversary that would serve as a re-do should this all go to crap?