- 5 years ago
- Wedding: October 2012
I am a pretty simple girl. Never really dreamed of getting married. I am 36 and it is happening. I know I am marrying my best friend, and that is awesome. We have lived with eachother for the past 3 years so I know we can do that part. I am just really starting to freak out. All the little details are annoying, anyone else feel this way. I just want to do this. I want to wear my pretty dress and get my hair and makeup done and take some pictures..and celebrate my life and my love. But…all the tasks that I have to do…seating charts, tracking down rsvps….shoes (no me gusta)…it is just a little overwhelming. I see some brides have all their songs, exactly what they want to see hear and feel and I am just not there…does anyone else have this…I do not have any bridesmaids and my mom passed away about 12 years ago so maybe this has a lot to do with the feelings…i am sorry to be a downer but I figured if there is anyone who feels the same…it is here…
so please share your expierence and any advice to help me be less overwhelmed and enjoy this process…24 days…eeeek!!!