Weddingbee boards

@pinkshoes: lol "somewhere along the day a half a bag of chips disappeared" I love that you said they disappeared. I tell myself that too when really i shoved whatever it was in my face. thats where it disappeared to and is probably somewhere on my stomach or hips.

yesterday was football sunday and i was a bit hungover since it was one of my best friends bday's on saturday night. im not pregnant so this probably makes how much i ate yesterday worse :\  I had a mexican sunday breakfast which consisted of carnitas, menudo and tamales. So had a plate of that. Then i had one of those small bags of chips (cheetos to be exact) then for lunch I ate leftover pizza slices from the night before. Finally, just to drive it home that im completely fat, I ordered some fried chicken and rib tips for the game. Oh and regular pop too for good measure. have you ever seen charlotte's web? you know that rat named templeton? the one who rolls around and eats the garbage? thats what i looked like when i was done, I was super sexy all sprawled out on my couch watching the game in my pajamas. I had to wonder what my SO thought of me at that moment....poor guy.

@regberadaisy: well see thats what i said! and then it occured to me that there are lots of football sundays and that explains why im such a fat kid. i give myself a pass simply because its monday and mondays suck. I think i have to change my thinking lol.

@regberadaisy: see every sunday is football sunday at my house. its a tradition to make a spread with lots of yummies and a few of our neighborhood friends come over and we all just lounge about and yell at the tv for a few hours. there is always a ton of eating done on sundays. its ridiculous. Add to that that i drank the night before and its a recipe for disaster. I have been making myself work extra hard during my runs at night but im basically ruining all my effort with my eating. I just love food!!! its horrible! in my family, we eat for everything, we celebrate by eating, we mourn by eating, when we visit we eat\drink, any and all events of any kind involve lots of food. so while im not gaining weight im most definitely not losing any either. my workouts are a total wash. well not a total one since im at least keeping at my weight and not adding to it but even so thats a bunch of crap! i really need to get some self control.

LOL!  If it makes you feel any better so far I have had: calcium fortified OJ, banana, bagel, apple, chobani yogurt, salad with crabcake on top, mini twix bar....granola bar for around 5 p.m....usually followed by golfish, V8, and dinner....and another mini twix bar.

@redgerba - LOL I have been eating like this....usually more actually....since about 5 weeks.  My insatiable hunger has died a little (not that you can tell from what I have eaten today...forgot that I also ate 2 rolls with my lunch...).  And yes, I heart twix bars.  My sweet tooth has officially returned (had NO sweet tooth for the 10+ years I was on BCP)!

CARBS!!!

I can eat bread by the truckload, but for the most part the "must consume all food" feeling has not hit me even remotely at 31 weeks. I'm just not hungry like I expected I would be. 

My husband has been calling me the worst preggo ever. 

I'm in denial about the extra food.  

Like, I have this voice in my head saying that I wouldn't normally snack before dinner.....but then another voice comes in and says, 'well, DH is snacking before dinner too, so it's totally within the range of normal'.  And I try not to notice that I eat more than him for dinner every night.  

A couple years ago, a gal at my work (while pregnant) told me that since she gets home before her DH, she would make and eat a dinner.  And then she'd eat the regular dinner with her DH too, but not tell him about dinner number one.  

My extra food today already:  after my usual breakfast of yogurt, decaf latte, and toast, I have managed to stop by Starbuck and I got a cinnamon bun.  (Promise that my lunch is healthy!)