- 8 years ago
- Wedding: August 2010
I always try to be an optimist and I don’t like to share my complaints with my ‘regular life’ world, so I am taking this opportunity to share my sucky feelings with the bees:
I just recently went back to supply teaching, after having full-time work for 6 months. Every day that I don’t get a call is a huge let-down and makes me feel super sucky. I cannot enjoy my days off because they happen too often and all I want to do is be working and making money. It is a real let-down every day that I sit at home like this. I feel guilty about any shopping I have done. I feel sorry for myself for being underemployed. And at the end of the day, then I feel upset with myself that I was too depressed to even get some chores done or exercise or anything. I just sit at home and do nothing. Mostly I just wanted to say ‘boo hoo poor me’….even though I know it is not the right attitude.
On the up-side, I do get to waste my day on weddingbee, which is a fun distraction.
Thank you for ‘listening’.