- 8 years ago
- Wedding: April 2012
And not even to try and get him to propose… But to get my mind off of him not being home because of work! I’m pms-ing so it’s making the loneliness worse… and since I’m pms-ing I’m completely being an emotional eater (which I am anyway, but MUCH worse now!)
So, my plan for this week; since we have anywhere from 2-5 strangers, most of whom don’t speak english, stayin in our house for the bar’s remodel (thanks for volunteering our house honey! ) I am going to do whatever I can to stay busy and away from strangers I will be walking the dog AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE, I don’t care if it’s 10 o’clock at night and raining, he’s getting a walk! And I will be cleaning out our spare room and making it my work-out room/office! Which will be quite a chore, but then at least I will have a place to do my exercise videos without strangers oggling by bum, and no excuse not to exercise!
Is it weird to get into “wedding shape” when I’m not even engaged?? haha
I’ll also engross myself in my kitchen making healthy meals since I FINALLY got someone to rent the house I haven’t been staying in! So that means I have some extra cash to eat healthier. YAY! So, I will be spending more time on “me” and less on paying attention to the boy, and I won’t be mentioning wedding talk anymore (which I’ve been trying to do and with him not being home it’s easier than I thought).
So ladies, wish me luck… I’m going to need it!