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For all of the good things that I have going in my life right now... It seems like for the first time in a long time I am truly happy with my life, and I have a ton of reasons!

 The changes I have made in myself during the past 2 years are crazy. It took me a long time to get some things right, and there are a lot of things about myself that I am going to continue to work on changing. Not because someone told me I needed to change, or asked me to change for them, but because a while back I decided that I needed to do this for me. I no longer have an issue with alcohol or drugs, I have taken big steps on being a better mother. I try to be a mostly positive person. I have cut out the negative influences in my life, and added good. I have gotten rid of the few people who felt like emotional leeches. It's hard being the person who is easy to go to, because sometimes friends forget how much their problems and drama can effect a person. I have said goodbye to a couple people I will never forget, and will always think about, and hello to others who have become a giant part of my life. These things I have control over, it makes me feel good that I have started to make good choices...

 I have a great job!! Why is my job great? Well to start of with it means stability, as long as I work hard and make an effort, decent pay, insurance, great perks... All the practical stuff is great! I love knowing that I can get some money in the bank, contribute towards the house hold. I work hard at my job. And for the most part I love it. I get to work with Eric, and some people in my future family, I don't get bored because I always have things to do, I get to learn new things on a regular basis which is a challenge, which I love. It is an awesome job, and sure there are a couple negative things that I could say, but what employee doesn't have that? I love my job!

 I am engaged to an amazing man who has proven himself, over and over and over again. I know that Eric and I are going to have a great marriage, and we together can achieve anything as long as we work and make  an effort. He is my very best friend, my lover, my confidant, my rock. I trust him with all of my heart. He makes me laugh on a daily basis. He is an amazing person. Best of all he loves me back! I should mention my future in laws here, they are already my family and I am grateful to have all of them in my life.

 I have two amazing children who I am striving to be a better mother too. I sometimes have made bad decisions when it comes to them, but I have began to make good ones, and striving to be the mother that they deserve. I have a lot of work to do for them, but they are so perfect, they deserve it.

 :) Its so great to get all this positive energy flowing in the morning. What are you grateful for today?