- 6 years ago
- Wedding: May 2012
I just feel like a great, big, giant ball of stress. This has been a difficult year at work, plus extra things keep piling up. I hate complaining about work because I know that I am truly lucky to have a job, not to mention in a field that I love. My place of employment isn’t bad, and neither are the people, there’s just a lot going on right now.
Plus, I’m trying to finish up a Master’s (which will be done in two weeks–yay!) and plan a wedding. We’ve run into some stressful things with the actual ceremony, and I’m caught between a rock and a hard place.
Not to mention, my FI is going through a stressful period with grad school. He’s finishing right now, so he has a lot on his plate, plus deciding the next step of his career.
I just feel like I can’t keep up with everything and most don’t understand. My family and FI have been so incredibly supportive, God love them. I sit down and try to figure out what to do first and I draw a blank because so much is going on. I just want to crawl in bed and stay there for awhile.
I’ve had issues with anxiety before, about 8 years ago. I don’t want to go back on medicine for it (especially because I already take birth control–which I just switched meds two weeks ago, but this stress has been building even since–as well as medicine for ADD), I’m on too many medicines as it is.
Any advice you’ve had with dealing with this stuff would be great. It would be very much appreciated!