Weddingbee boards

So I've been wanting to write this post all morning.  I was supposed to get my period on Saturday morning so i'm three days late now.  I felt weird last week and took a pregnancy test on Thursday but it was negative.  So I figured I was just being dumb but when my period didn't show up Saturday, I started thinking maybe I took the test too soon.  Today when he gets off of work, my husband and I are going to go get another test (of course I used my last one on Thursday).  He wants to be there when I take it. 

I feel like as soon as this posts, my period is going to show up and make this post completely void.  But I've felt some period-like cramps since Friday and some just stomach cramps and I'm freaking out so I needed to get this out.  While it wouldn't be terrible at all, we weren't trying.  I made a mistake counting the days that were safe to have sex on.  Part of me feels bad because I see so many bees trying for so long and not getting pregnant and now we weren't even trying and I may be pregnant.  I just want the day to hurry up and for us to get to the store to get the test.  

I will also add that I went off birth control in early August after being on it for over five years, so maybe it's just that being messed up?  My first cycle off was 30 days, my second was 28.  

Edit:  I will add that while we have a lot of debt, my husband is making enough money right now for us to pay bills, save money, pay for a baby if it's necessary, and allow me to stay home.  So it's not the worst time.  And we weren't trying for a baby but like I said, we both agreed that if it happens accidentally, it happens.  So it's not an irresponsible move although I still feel completely stupid for counting when I would ovulate wrong.

Sorry this was so long by the way.  I tend to go on and on when I'm nervous. 

@bells: I want to run to the store, trust me.  But he said he wants to be there.  We'll see if I last.  I may end up going to get it before he gets home but he does get home at 3:30 so it's not too bad. 

@regberadaisy: My first one was a couple of days late but now it just seems like it's not going to come at all. 

@cyneswith: I feel like we'll probably be happy either way but I know we weren't trying which makes it a little more stressful.  

Thanks everyone for your responses!  Like I said, I think either way, we'll be okay with it and happy.  I think if it's positive we'll freak out for a little bit but then be happy (and it'll make for an interesting Thanksgiving trip home).  Also, my husband keeps telling me it's fine if it's positive but he'd really appreciate it if it's a girl.   He thought I was just being a spaz since I've done that before but yesterday when I told him I still had no period he just looked at me and was like "We'll get a test tomorrow."

@missrain: I'm just about to write an update.  Give me one second.

@mandb122: update??

Me too! :)