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I can't believe 9 months after coming off of depo-provera, I am yet to see AF come for a visit. I was told to expect 6 months, that has come and gone, and yet still nothing.

My family doctor won't do anything until I hit the 1 year mark, and even then I don't know what we can do.

I have watched co-workers, friends, and my SIL all get pregnant, and the first babies since I started my TTC journey are now coming close to their due dates, and it is supposed to be MY TURN, but nothing, and I don't even believe that I will get pregnant any time soon.

Most of the time I am fine, and I am lucky to be surrounded by supportive friends and family (My Mom is a hypnotherapist, and even wants to do fertility hypnotherapy on me LOL). I have 6 co-workers who have needed to use fertility treatment to get pregnant, so I have people IRL to turn to for support, but I don't really want anyone to know that I am sitting around having pity parties all by myself.

I am scared to get onto the fertility treatment bandwagon, it seems so overwhelming, but I am more scared that I won't be a mom anytime soon.

I don't really have a point to this post, I just needed to get my thoughts out, and I am trying so hard to keep this positive for DH.

@Zinzerena: Thanks for the reply. As far as going to see an OB-GYN, here in Canada you need a referral to see one, so I would still need to go to my family doctor, and as great as he is, he isn't willing to move forward in any way, shape of form until the one year mark (maybe a month or so before - so I am going to see him in June, rather than wait until July). I just have to be patient, I know, but it is SO HARD!

@Mrs Green Grass: Thanks! It is really frustrating, my family doctor figures that it is just the depo-provera causing it and everything will just happen on its own, which really bugs me. I just hope that once we get moving along in June/July things happen quickly.