- 5 years ago
- Wedding: November 1999
Okay I just need to vent for a minute. A week ago we went on a trip to go visit my Maid/Matron of Honor, 2 days before the trip I get the flu. The night before we leave our dryer breaks…while I am trying to dry the clothes for our trip. So I spend the night sick trying to hand dry clothes with my hair dryer. We get home from the trip I am starting to feel better, I go back to work all is good…except the dryer. Then our car starts making a funny noise(the car we bought 2 months ago) and that is going to need to be fixed soon. 5 days ago I start feeling very ill I end up leaving work and go to the dr. They do xrays and say I have pneumonia….fml. I am told if anything gets worse I need to go to the ER. That night everything gets worse I can barely move I am crying from being in so much pain. Fiance leaves work early and comes home to take me to the ER.
Now at the ER they say my lungs seem okay but there is definitely something wrong, they do a spinal tap. I have effin meningitis…..SERIOUSLY! UGH. I spend the next 4+ days in the hospital. I got home from the hospital less than 24 hours ago I am still in a lot of pain and I have to go back to work tomorrow. And how wonerful I had no sick time to cover me being in the hospital so my paycheck next week is going to be almost non existent. And we have 5 months until the wedding and I feel like there are a million things left to do. It has just been one thing after another and I feel so freaking defeated right now. I just needed to rant for a minute and get some frustration out. That is the end of my pity party, hopefully life starts getting back to normal soon. I don’t think I can handle anything else happening right now. If you actually read this thanks for listening, I think I am going to rest now, I feel a little better….or a little less like I want to scream anyway. I hope everyone else has an awesome day.