- 5 years ago
I am in a relationship that I am VERY happy with and where we have talked about marriage, as you may know. However, I’m obviously not the only one. I am EXTREMELY happy for others who are as well, but I am feeling a little jealous of two particular relationships near Nerd and me.
The first is Nerd’s younger brother. Nerd’s younger brother proposed to his girlfriend last summer. I am VERY happy for them, they seem very happy and they have been together as a couple longer than Nerd and I have been. But she got a Disney proposal, so I was IMMEDIATELY jealous of that. We also have the same favourite princess, Belle. In fact, she gets to BE Belle at the parks – super DUPER jealous!
Today, Nerd’s Uncle proposed to his girlfriend, and I am even HAPPIER for them because they are absolutely PERFECT for each. Uncle is about 15 years older than us, though, so we get along great with them, also, he’s the super cool Uncle who is also in the military. She is just favulous – fashionable, smart, fun and laid back – exactly what I want to be.
So, I am jealous of both of these ladies. I know they aren’t coming onto Nerd, obviously, but they are being integrated into Nerd’s family. And I’m not. Now, I have been told by Nerd’s parents that they consider me one of their kids and I call them mom and dad, Nerd’s little sister looks up to me, it’s great. But these two ladies get to OFFICIALLY be integrated and welcomed into the family. But, I’m just sitting here, waiting.
And it is driving me so crazy and making me VERY jealous. I can’t take it, because I am NEVER jealous about anything. But I am when it comes to these two. Is that wrong? Am I a bed person for it?
Thanks for letting me vent, ladies!