- 6 years ago
A little background on us….We havebeen together for almost 2 years, he is 30 I am 27. We do not live together and we are celebate. We are “religious” and we have a great relatonship, very loving and respecftul. Months after we started dating he said he knew he wanted to marry me and that he would be surprised if the year came and went without us being engaged. Well it came and went….which was fine, it was still new. We were trying to save money and get on track. Earlier this year we went out West for a job opportuinity for him….if all goes well we leave at the end of December. We both wont like together before we are married and we have talked about our wedding and suck idk how many times. We wanted to do premartial counseling but I said not till we were engaged. I keep getting the ‘its coming’ comments. From ‘hints’ it sounds like hes getting the ring (which I said I didnt need given the timing of our situation). He has made me think the proposal was coming for my birthday at the end of July and it didn’t. It sounded like things got postponed. So he said it was going to happen before he left (which at the time was Sept 23 and we just found out it is now december), but that is SOON…..we have no plans to do anything, he has made no mention and I feel like I am going CRAZY!
I feel like I went from a happy normal together girl to a crazy insain person who could cry at any moment from the pent up frustration. I dont want to bring it up but I want to scream and ask a thousand questions. I am a planner and he is not. This is getting to me really bad. I feel moody and upset all the time now. I dont know how to cope. I have said not to wait because of a ring, to ask my dad, let us start planning. Its hard to go on telling everyone how we are leaving when we aret engaged. All of a sudden I feel self consious and nuts.