- 6 years ago
- Wedding: June 2012
I’m going to list somethings things have been going on with my wedding lately and I do apologize if its unclear or long but I have to vent somehow because the stress is becoming to much for me….
1. I have had to change my date already because of my brothers Graduation. This kinda threw me off because I wanted a Spring wedding( 5-12-12) but now only summer dates are open.
2. Bridesmaid issues – I had to let go of a bridesmaid already and I then was left with 4 , recently my fiance’s sister let me know that my new date (6-24-12) is the same day as her fiance’s family reunion and they have not decided which they will attend. On top of it all my maid of honor/best friend let me know today that she is in another wedding this day and ” she was asked by this friend 1st ” …Now that would leave me with 2 and these friends are great, but financially they struggle and have yet to pay for their dresses ( Should I change my date again?)
3.People and their opinions – Me and my fiance have been together for two years. He is 36 and I’m 27 . Family and friends have been saying he is too old for me . They say i shouldn’t marry him because he smokes ( Mary Jane that is ) . They say I haven’t spent enough time alone in my life …and the list goes on…
I love my fiance and he loves me ! He is a sweet, hard working ,and God fearing … I want to be his wife and start my family with him . I can admit I do put too much value on what other have to say,I have always had this problem but sometimes I think because they are family and close friends maybe they have a point that I just don’t see … and all of the wedding issues are not helping these road blocks are making me feel like its some type of omen … any advice or encouraging words will be helpful sorry for the long post …