- 7 years ago
- Wedding: June 2012
so this is a minor vent , but with some happiness.
I had my first wedding nightmare the other night. I do not quite remember the details, but I know it had to do with photograhy (which is crazy because I love our photographer and have had nothing but positive experiences with him and from hearing from others) but that did not prevent me from waking up with my heart racing in the middle of the night. -I’ve read on hear that people have had nightmares about it, but I really didn’t think I would.
the happier note, school started this week that I have been wanting so that I can get done, but a little bit dreading because of all the work. however, I left my first 2 days of classes feeling like a real person again. I say that because all summer all I have done is go to a job that is not stimulating-just pays well and is close to home and wedding plan. I kind of felt shut off from the world. I mean of course I did other things but if I had to summarize that is what I would say. So it just felt good to get back to something I love and remind myself that there is life outside the wedding. just as there will be after the wedding.-Does that make any sense? anyone else ever felt that? – where you just were kinda consumed with the wedding for some time?