- 5 years ago
- Wedding: July 2014
I feel like everyone I’ve talked to who has planned a wedding has said how much fun they had figuring out every detail. They spent weeks looking at every detail and had so much fun with it all. I am now planning my wedding and am NOT having much fun. I love the idea of being married and creating a life with my fiance, but deciding between red and white flowers for the centerpiece doesn’t do it for me. I am a very crafty person and have always thought I would love this. I think the worst part is having to deal with everyone having an opinion. I have always been a “go with the flow” person who tries to make everyone happy, so its hard to navigate these situations while being respectful of everyone’s positions and still finding my way to what my fiancee and I want. I also had a big falling out with someone who was my friend and my other close friend just had twins and went back to work so she has no time for me either. I thought being engaged was supposed to be the happiest time of your life. Am I the only one in this boat? Again, I want to be married, I love my fiance and want life with him, but part of me wants to scrap everything (and all the $$$ i’ve invested so far) and go to the courthouse!