- 8 years ago
- Wedding: June 2010
Ahh this is the third time i have tried to vent on wedding bee and it earases my post ugg.
Recently i have been under allot of uneeeded wedding stress put on by my family. It seems like i have to fight them for everything i want for my wedding. I am not a selfish mean person but recently due to all this stress i have been super bitch bride and its taking a tole on me and worse yet my relationship with my fi. All this stress is making me deressed about the wedding. They tell me its non of my buisness how they decorate the cermony. Well i want to be enovolved since the people decorating where the first to tell me my colors of pink and green where ugly. I want my wedding to be pretty sorry if thats important. Also it seems that everything to my family is about money. Recently my fi graduated with a engineering degree. Well grandma dsont think i should marry him because he dosnt have his job. He has a job right now , but not his engineering job he has applied and interviewed at many places. I’m sorry i don’t think love = money I love him whether he is rich or poor. Why should i base a lifetime of love off cash. Fi dosn’t like being poor as we are and is working to fix that. I just with my family would take a hike.
Oh and in other news bridemaid from hell is on the finale string. If you don’t know what im talking about look at my older posts. She is back to not answering my calls and messages agian oh joy.