Post # 1
Nine days to go and I’m already having withdrawals!! LOL I just don’t have anything left to keep me busy, so I feel kind of lost without something to order or something to create! I have decided to do a seating chart, so that kept me a little busy, but I just don’t know what to do with the 7 days before stuff starts to happen!!
Anybody else experience that? I just need something to keep me from going crazy!!! I guess I’ll start to pack for the honeymoon and making lists….. pretty much all I can do!!!
I have come to a point where I don’t want to have major anxiety, so I have kind of put everything else out of my mind. The major event and decor and all that jazz has gone by the wayside. Now I’m focusing on smaller things, like booking pedicures and the right here and now. If I start to think about the big picture, I think I will vomit!!! Not from disgust, but for some reason anxiety seems to get me right in the gut!
Sorry for the post that’s all over right now, but that’s how I feel!
Post # 3
Plan a trip.
Plan a baby.
Plan a garden.
PLan a dream house.
Plan a degree or another degree.
Plan a dinner party or housewarming party.
Plan to reinvent your looks
I go BONKERS without something to plan.
Post # 4
So that must be part of what this feeling is! It’s only been 3 days since the wedding and I’m feeling a little down!
It’s crazy because the day before I could not wait until it was over. There was so much planning, and so much last minute work and excitement and then for all that it was over in a only a matter of 5 hours.
The wedding went better than I could have hoped for except for a couple of big regrets and now I can’t help but focus on those. Albeit, one was not getting the professional family pictures that were so so so important to me. I can’t get over missing those shots and keep kicking myself that I was not organized enough or focused enough the day of to remember them and to direct my photogs to take them.
Now I do have a honeymoon to plan, need to work on changing my name, getting joint accounts, etc so there will be stuff to keep me occupied but you still kind of feel weird to not be in that wedding planning mode, knowing that big day is creeping up.
Post # 5
I keep getting a little misty eyed knowing it’s all over! But I didn’t cry during the day and the emotion of it all hit me after it happened and we were honeymooning. Now, I love my husband more everytime I look at him and find myself welling up!!! LOL
Time for our lives to begin together….. that’s what’s important. But, man oh man, what a party!!!